Haikyu!! Volume 45 by Haruichi Furudate

Alexa play "One Last Time"
I. Am. In. Pain. So much freaking pain. Like I'm happy, but I'm not.

ALL OF MY BABIES. MY ROOSTER BOY. I HAVE MISSED HIM. And I love him.
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How am I supposed to handle friends and rivals switching bakc and forth. Oikawa and friend on opposite side. I'm in pain.
Owl head.
Nishinoya and Asahi
232 Pages

Haikyu!! Volume 44 by Haruichi Furudate

Hinata is a little ish and I love him. I love him so much.
Baby Kageyama. My brain literally thought of the Emperor's New Groove opening baby scene.
Pterodactyl screeching. I can't handle the cute. I can't. I can't. It's killing me.
192 Pages

The Enneagram of Belonging: A Compassionate Journey of Self-Acceptance by Christopher L Heuertz

...Yeah... I'm obsessed with the enneagram... I'm a 4, in case y'all didn't know.
I love the detail that this book goes into in comparison to other enneagram books.
Reading about all of my issues and how I can fix them...and feeling called out:

288 Pages

The Young Elites by Marie Lu

So I have to reread this because I want to finish the series....and I can't remember what happened besides part of the end....
Ah yeah now I remember....

.....I love Raffaele. Someone protect him.
355 Pages

The Revolution of Ivy by Amy Engel

I love Engel's writing style. The characterization. I'm crying. Someone send help. Sacrificial love and mercy. People having inherent dignity due to the fact that they are human

All of the outdoors survival things.

I've said it before, and I'll say it again: I love Bishop.

I love all of my sweet babies. My baby boy.

It's about the found family, y'all.

Yes to non-toxic relationships *Opossum lady-Let's snap for Apple*

Yes to honesty and communication and working through issues; yes to fights where people say what they're feeling without attacking the other person. RELATIONSHIP GOALS. Someone call my best friend.

Where do I find myself a Bishop (I know where to find a Catholic bishop). I want a man of marriagable age, who is single and has the wonderfulness of Bishop Lattimer... I like a guy who knows how to hunt and can fix stuff and you know, treats me like a person....Is that too much to ask..
....That scene from the end of the Fox and the Hound.Yeah...that hurt.

...The epilogue. dsfkjlsfdjklsfdajklsfd;jklsfdjklsfd;jklsfdajklsfdjklsfd
400 Pages

The Book of Ivy by Amy Engel

Ahhh Missouri.... yes humidity..but her writing makes me want to actually go outside. All of the outdoors summer things.
Finally some good freaking Missouri content. YA content, fanfic tropes. AHHHHHH

I love that we're talking about difficult topics that are real to life and different ways to come at the problem. AGH SHE'S INSPIRING MY WRITING.
I love my beautiful baby Bishop. He looks like a cinnamon roll and could actually kill you...but he's also a cinnamon roll.
I will go down with this ship.
Insert that scene from Mr. and Mrs. Smith
How I was expecting Bishop to react:

I can't believe there's fanart... God is real. I just have a lot of feelings and I don't know how to talk about them. I need to own a physical copy of this book. I'm fine I'm fine I'm fine. Just all of the Bishop. Just leave it at that. Bishop and Ivy.
304 Pages

Illuminae by Amie Kaufman and Jay Kristoff

I love this in audiobook format!

....Dude there's a virus and quarantine...haha

....Dude we're only halfway through the book.... crud

DEAD POET'S SOCIETY SFJKDASFJKLDJKLSFD

istg if this turns into Shakespeare

.....sfjkleasjkldsfdjklsfjkld

Nope nope nope nope I'm done. I quit.

This is like the Mars episode of Doctor Who. I quit.

Insert that first scene from the Star Trek reboot movie with Jim's dad.

608 Pages

Eight Doors of the Kingdom by Jacques Philippe

I love that Philippe broke down the beatitudes into their own chapters and went into detail about how to live them out.

Yeah, I've underlined like a third of the book....

224 Pages

Once a King by Erin Summerill

Secret tunnels.
I miss Britta and Cohen...Because I love them.
Aoden looking at Lirra: This pleases me:

None of these problems would happen if all y'all just dtr'ed and told each other your feelings.

Please protect the smol bean. And Dad is back. Heart eyes.

My babies.. my beautiful babies. My ship. No one touch my ship. I have feelings ok....
464 Pages

Ever the Brave by Erin Summerill

My ship. My beautiful ship.
Baby brothers. I'm fine.
Secret tunnels
Into the garbage shute
....I just want my ship to be canon... I will riot if they don't get together.
Ok no. We can throw that fanfic trope out the window please. No no no no no no.
Cohen is a sweetie pie and he deserves the world. He is too pure and must be protected.
Alexa play "It Doesn't Get Better Than This" from The Prince and Me.
480 Pages

The Kingdom of Back by Marie Lu

Sibling relationships. All of the feels. Help me.
I love Marie Lu's writing.
Somebody protect baby brother. fadsklfdsaj
I just want so much fanart of little baby Wolfgang.
336 Pages

Emerald Green by Kerstin Gier

...Gideon...use your brain.

Grandfather... sfdafsajlkfsdajklsfldak

Man I love that gargoyle.
Gollum. Yas
Alexa play Chandelier

I'm going to collapse from feelings.
Costume lady...I love her.
I'm stressed...all the time.
Screeching.. yes to the epilogue
480 Pages

Sapphire Blue by Kerstin Gier

I just love time travel. sfdjkljsfdajklsda Historical fiction.
Memories from Cats... yaaas
Flips table because I have feelings.
384 Pages

The Book of Three by Lloyd Alexander

The first book of the "The Chronicles of Prydain" series
....Yeah I'm reading it because of Disney's The Black Cauldron....
I love the sassy harp.
All of the wisdom mic drops.
I love Eilonwy; she is so fierce.
Hen Wen!

224 Pages

Allied by Amy Tintera

I've said it before, and I'll say it again: I love Cas.
Olivia's whole situation reminds me of Azula from Avatar the Last Airbender.....
And I know it's obvious, but I love Em and Cas.
Galo is a sweetie. Aren is a sweetie. Everyone is a sweetie and they all need to be protected.
I'm so happy for all of my babies.
432 Pages

Ruby Red by Kerstin Gier

Oh my gosh I love Gwyn. She is so sassy. What is it with guys named Gideon....
...aand the British school system.
Go off Gwyn. Throw that tea.
Also Lucy and Paul...cuties.
352 Pages

Hunter by Mercedes Lackey

Ok so mana is the life force...y'all the bread that God gave to the Jews....and the Bread of Life...Jesus...come on.
I'm having trouble liking Joy--like, she just seems too perfect (I mean if we forget that she's kind of judgmental). I want her to be bad at something, and I want her to actually feel feelings besides mean feelings. I think it's because I'm very character oriented, and she doesn't think she needs to grow in anything.
400 Pages

Shatter Me by Tahereh Mafi

Insert "Adam" vine
I stan characters who believe that they are monsters, but are cinnamon rolls...Cause same.
I love the writing style.
James... just James
When will men understand the concept of no
The polar bears are dying vine
.....Things are way too happy...Secondary location.... and they were roommates.
464 Pages



Song thoughts: Monster--Broadway Frozen, No by Megan Trainor

Sadie by Courtney Summers

Ok so I am in pain.
This was amazing as an audiobook!
Me and my love of Criminal Minds is getting the best of me, and is getting me into trouble.
336 Pages

Northanger Abbey by Jane Austen

Jane Austen going off on writers who make heroines hate novels and not read fiction.
"I have no notion of loving people by halves. It is not in my nature" If we completely ignore which character said this, and just look at the quote, it's amazing, and honestly I relate to it so much.
Someone please protect Catherine from all these mean people.
I am so stressed. We need to get rid of these lying manipulative jerk faces.
240 Pages